Day 30

Hark the herald angels sing “Glory to the newborn king”…

Now I have to begin by telling you that I am not a bible worshipper.

I haven’t been schooled in God’s word since I was itty bitty going to Catholic Church with my mom.

Sunday school was my favorite, in case you were wondering.

But there came a time when things changed.

I was miffed at my mom for making me go to Sunday services.

I strongly disliked it.

It didn’t sit right with me. Not that I even truly understood it at that time.

I was bored. Uninterested.

Little did I know that one day in the future I would be writing words for the world to see referencing… God’s word.

I mean I quit believing.

I distanced myself so far from the church and any religion that I couldn’t see the truth sitting there right inside of me.

It was always there. The answer. Heck, all of the answers!

Like I said… I wouldn’t have believed me if you took a laser pointer and showed me exactly where it was hiding.

I had to learn for myself.

I had to seek my truth.

I had to learn my lessons.

I had to grow.

I had to change.

I had to get all kinds of uncomfortable.

I had to let go of what no longer served me. (Way harder than it sounds!)

And above all I had to trust. I had to have faith. And I had to have courage.

You see, it’s really scary to let go and trust in something that you can’t see. You know it’s there. You know it’s something magical. You know it’s something greater than you have ever seen before. Yet it’s not tangible. You can’t wrap your hands around it and hold it. You can’t feel it in the physical sense of the word. Yet you know deep down inside without a shadow of doubt that it is there. For your eyes only. From your Soul to your mind’s eye.

See it.

Feel it.

Let it in to wash all of your fears, worries, and doubts aside.

Have Faith.

Have Trust.

Have Courage.

And know that whatever is on the other side of this struggle is glorious beyond your greatest imagination.

Let go.

Let it ALL go.

Say it with me.

I trust, have faith, and courage that what is on the other side of my current struggle is far greater than I could ever wrap my mind around. I choose to release all of my doubts, fears, and worries to the heavens above. I allow the Universe to instill the positive belief system of trust, faith, and courage in its place and fill me up with the 100% sparkling white light and love of the Universe. And so it is done. Amen.

Allow these energies into every single cell of your body and into every area of your life.

Sit in contemplation of your next best inspired action step.

And when you are ready, grab your journal and pen and describe what has come to the surface for you.

Today is your day to begin again more intelligently.